I am a person who thinks about everything. I mull over the events and happening in my life as well as around the world. I spend a lot of time by myself and TV has become a good friend to me. However, I do not delude myself into thinking that Tv is any representation of real life even though it brings out life in ways we wish it could be.
I have found myself in a recent slump. One that is hard to get out off and that is hard to break away from. My depression comes and goes. My quality of life still eludes me. I am seeking ways to improve my quality of life, but until then I must deal with the ebb and flow of discontentment.
I am a person who thinks about everything. I mull over the events and happening in my life as well as around the world. I spend a lot of time by myself and TV has become a good friend to me. However, I do not delude myself into thinking that Tv is any representation of real life even though it brings out life in ways we wish it could be. It's been one of those week this week. As this day ends I move into a new week beginning with Mother's Day. There is so much going on in our lives right now or not going on, whichever way you prefer. Most of what is going on is emotional mental and spiritual. It's not about the physical, although my body is very tired because of what's going on in the inside. It's more about the spiritual and the battle I am fighting right now with the kingdom of darkness.
Well after everything is done now, all the surgeries I needed completed and I am on my way to being better physically, I must take the time to reorganzie my self my mind and even my life. I have been away from the things I enjoy doing far to long. I must not rush myself but at the same time I can't wait to get there.
I am excited to get back to work and writing. I miss it and have been away way too long. However I am a little beside myself and need to weed out the things that matter and what I want to get caught up on. My mind is spinning in a whilrwind, but I know my life has changed and I need to figure it out. |