It is so sad that people are so disgusted and angry in life that guns have become the choice of weapons to use in such a non nonchalant way. It's as if there's nothing wrong with shooting some one. There's no remorse no shame, no guilt about using them at all. It used to be that people would fight it out but not shoot to kill. What is our world our nation even our communities coming to? What are we left with when these things happen.
Yesterday our apartment building was crawling with cops detectives and state crime scene squad. It looked like something from the CSI TV shows. It's amazing how closely what they show on TV resembles real life. While TV really is make belief and fantasy and it can only do so much within a specific amount of time, in real life they were here from about 12 midnight the night before till about 2 or 3 o'clock yesterday afternoon.
It is so sad that people are so disgusted and angry in life that guns have become the choice of weapons to use in such a non nonchalant way. It's as if there's nothing wrong with shooting some one. There's no remorse no shame, no guilt about using them at all. It used to be that people would fight it out but not shoot to kill. What is our world our nation even our communities coming to? What are we left with when these things happen. I have found myself in a recent slump. One that is hard to get out off and that is hard to break away from. My depression comes and goes. My quality of life still eludes me. I am seeking ways to improve my quality of life, but until then I must deal with the ebb and flow of discontentment.
I am a person who thinks about everything. I mull over the events and happening in my life as well as around the world. I spend a lot of time by myself and TV has become a good friend to me. However, I do not delude myself into thinking that Tv is any representation of real life even though it brings out life in ways we wish it could be. I am very overwhelmed today which causes me much confusion. And when the confusion sets in I am unable to concentrate and focus on the things I need to be doing. These are the times when I feel like throwing in the towel and giving up all the way around.
There is so much I need to do and so much I need to cover in the few weeks I wonder how I'm going to get it all done. I have writing to get caught up on for when I go into surgery. I have the "Celebration of Marriage" event to finish planning and preparing for. And I have other writing endeavors that I need to work on. |